The meaning of this song: "Even it's so painful, I can't feel it, Even I'm waiting for you with shaking so badly I can't feel it, Since the day I put your heart in my mind, I can't put my heart else where, Even if it hurts and breaks my heart apart, I won't close my heart, I am who was living in a lonely world, You're the only one who can make me smile, Can't I love you?, Can you come to me?, Just for once, just for once, Can you hug me in your arms?, You're the only one I love, Can't you accept my heart?, The reason why I'm still breathing in this terrible loneliness, It's all because of you, Can't I love you?, can't you come to me?, Just for once, just for once, Can you hug me in your arms?, You're the only one I love, For the first time and last time, Even you're alive, you can't be held in my arms, Even you throw my heart away from your mind, Can't I love you?, Even if I'm just behind your back, Distantly, distantly, I just can look at you from a far, Even if I just can protect your shadow, Even like this it's alright, Even only I love you, it's okay."