Ethics lyrics

You know I'm living this for you,
I'm sorry,
For failing.
I try as hard as i can do,
I'd waste my
Whole life time.
They said for years that I'd been lost,
Please tell me,
Where I was.
To have the agony of loss,
I need you,
To speak up.
(chorus)
Maybe I was cold,
Maybe I was somewhere in between.
Maybe I was cold,
Maybe i was wrong.
To cross the bridges of control,
I need you,
Just hold you.
I know the drugs will take their toll,
I need them,
To hold on.
To live reality of dreams,
I need you,
To be me.
I run as far as I can see,
I wake up,
It's not me.
(chorus) x3
You know I'm living this for you,
I'm sorry,
For failing.