Ultraphobic lyrics

(Lyrics : Jani Lane / Music : Jani Lane, Rick Steier and James Kottak)
I used to dream in technicolor
Now it¹s all gone black and white
I used to have myself a schedule
Now I stay awake all night
I wish I¹d seen this coming
But I don¹t have second sight
I should have found somebody else
Or built a wall around my heart
Spent the money in my wallet
On a ten foot bodyguard
Maybe then you leaving me
Would not have hit me
Quite so hard
Bridge
I wish that I could¹ve turned this around
Chorus
Been shot down / I¹m broken in pieces
All over the ground / been shot down
I¹m totally speechless / can¹t make a sound
Bridge 2
All the kings horses and all the kings men
Could never get my heart
Together again, it¹s smashed into pieces
And cast to the wind, I have to start
All over all over again