At Least I Tried
How come first love always last a life time?
8 years ago. First time that I saw you.
Ever since then I had my yearly thought
Of how shy of me to never come and tell you that...
Many days that I remember sitting by the phone,
Crying and afraid to call you, knowing you're at home.
We're both alone and I can't help it.
How about I just wait one more monday...
It was a sunday,
I never tought I could forget.
If I would remember'
I wouldn't be full of regret.
Now she needs an answer.
I forgot her Birthday.
Sitting and waiting,
I want her to know that I care.
Bring Me Down
Everyone gather round, the fight's about to begin.
It's me against the whole wide world knowing there's no way I could win.
It's been a while since I could come up with anything new
And make it seem alright.
You know it's never been.
Once agian (ohohoh).
I need to run away (ohoh) from everyone all around,
Until it stops bringing me down.
I took a walk outside and carried thoughts of you with me to the ocean.
A faded image seen from far away reminded me of you.
Mabye now it's time to let it out.
If I say hello, would you hide away?
While the dream of love at first site dies out.
Here I am losing you once agian, tonight.
I know where you're at and I know even better
That I got a crush on since the summer came around.
It's a weekday and I cleaned my room again,
Of endless moments I thought we once shared.
An open book, read every single page.
Naive enough to think that help is on the way.
Rise and shine a day awaits,
Watching clear skies turn to grey.
It's a dead end road and I want out,
There's no return.
Let me know when will it end?
Nothing to hold on to when you're alone, then you find each other.
She heard you're leaving in august.
You promise to write, she's waiting at home.
An unanswered call.
I want you to know I'm alright and missing you.
Too bad I'm stuck here with words from a note you sent long ago:
"I'd love you forever"
But I'll be back in november.
I know that by then it will be the end.
Take me to a place where only happiness is all around.
1986 is where we'd go, sit out side with all my best friends,
Fighting over baseball cards.
A thought of nothing to worry about.
Come around the block and check the club house (no one's home).
I'll make sure you enjoy your stay anyway.
So how are you? Doing fine.
Well, things have been worse by the year.
Mom and dad broke up and we all grew up,
Let's take a trip down memory lane and pass by all the nights,
Where I'll find myself in your arms agian.
There's no inspiration here, lets go, I think we better get out.
But we're stuck deep in the depths of yesterday.
Did you know it's been too long?
This movie never ends, I need you more than anything now.
So much has changed
But we will always be a part of something no one can see.
Same Story, Someone New
Same story here it goes, more hard times falling in love.
Even the best dosen't seem to please me.
A guardian angel left my broken heart in hell.
I thought I was over it, but I'm not.
Sometimes on Valentine's, I get someone new in mind.
I think I've fallen for the wrong girl.
That time of year agian, when relationships all end.
I find myself with my friends alone again,
Stuck Without A Ride
Always looking for despire when you are complicating.
Things that don't exist in there, somehow deserve berating.
As everybody laughs can't look them in the eye. It's alright.
There is nothing in your heart that can't stay forever.
Surprised at what you pull apart until it stays together.
Sort of like a star that's clearly lost it's shine tonight, it's not bright.
So when you give up, don't expect me to be around agian.
Because you lost yourself and you lost a friend.
I'm not listening anymore.
Too Late To Start Over
You know my story.
I've been telling it to anyone I could find.
If I would lose you, I'd lose my mind,
Over and over agian until next time.
Lights out to expectations.
Goodbye to bad intentions.
There's nothing wrong with letting go.
I know all about you.
Would you go with me to unhappy hour?
Have a dink' pass out on the floor.
Cleaning up would be hard, get a ride home.
Fall asleep alone, wake up and smile.
Now you wonder...
How could anything go right in such a fucked up world,
Where logic dosen't play a role anymore?
Winter day screams me up in the morning.
You gave me winter day.
Oh, that's why I loved you.
You made it all the way home, so that I would find you.
Weird rock, all night.
It was all we wanted.
But, you and me were always meant to be a novelty.
I'm loss for words and you are lost in me, lost in me agian.
All the time I've been through hell.
You weren't even mine.