Confused lyrics

On which side am I?
This one or this one
I'm so messed up
And I can't fuckin' understand
What's going on
I've found myself
Cut in a position - once again
That i'm don't know
If that's the way
That i wanted it to be

And I'm so confused
Was sure we're going
In a special direction
Guess I was wrong again
Can't seem to find an answer or salvation

The TV is shut
Yeah i'm alone again
Thinking of where i was
Where i've been
My walls are white
But i see only black
It can't be you
Cause i don't think
That your shadow
Is that big

And I'm so confused
Was sure we're going
In a special direction
Guess I was wrong again
Can't seem to find an answer or salvation

Sometimes it feels so weird
And I don't know what to decide
This side or this side
My mind is so messed up
Can I manage on my own?
Or do I need you by my side
To help me clear my doubts
And to find my way out