Diamond Ring lyrics

Diamond ring,
I wonder what you bring
Cuz it feels like it is a lot to this hand,
if I don't see
How every time I'm seeing clearly the sky fills ups with clouds
But I think I'm just affraid of leaving a world without...

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Surrender - will you marry me?
Ever after - what does it mean?
I don't feel like being alone,
but I still don't know
But I'm just asking myself,
cuz how's a diamond ring supposed to know
Don't insist it's all an awful bliss
You can't pretend like it isn't all that bad
Or did you miss...
how every time I get to see her she's just about to leave
and it looks like Halloween is still here on Christmas Eve

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I don't feel like being alone,
but I still don't know
Is a diamond ring just a shiny stone?
And I've felt like this for a long time,
and I know it shows
But I'm just asking myself,
cuz how's a diamond ring supposed to know
And by the time I figure it out
I'll probably be about the age of fifty-three
So now you've noticed how tight to my youth I cling,
Yeah, well no one said we have to let go easily

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