Naomi's Waters lyrics

Forgive this sullen man before thee
I am but a broken husk of shadows
In life, all I wanted was joy
Yet there is now nothing left for me
....only death
I found pain in your dark eyes
The bittersweet kiss of your laugh mocks me....
And all I held dead to me...

The masks of joyless faces adorn the black souls here
The circle is forever broken, the funeral days begin
And all the scarlet sunsets that shall always fall
Will stand in silent mournings, to all the joys we've had

And I know what they'll find
When they try to look deep inside
How can they see inside my head
When all my life I lie dead
I found blood in the oceans she cried
The waters were wine of the tears she shed
Of all she lived

And I know what they'll find When they try to look deep inside
How can they see inside my head
When all my life I lie dead

The failure will always remain
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Believe the lie, and see the tears I bring
The fallen ones are here
In this season of elegies
Believe the lie, and see the sorrow I've known
The fallen ones are here...In this season of death

From what I see, my world lies in ruins right before me
No this can't be, I've lost all of my faith from within
My funeral scene, the mourner's cry
But there not crying over me
This I believe,
For I've never gave in to that sad mind lie affair
I need no one to tell me that they love me
That is for the weak
My passion died with my mind
And I long for the end

Why do the voices pass with time
Does the heart erode and die
Am I cursed to live a lie
In time, I know that they'll want what's mine
And I know that they fear for their lives
I smile as each one dies, they'll die
In time, I know that they want what's mine
My thoughts will burn for their crime
So I will start {end time}...