Smile lyrics

Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be if he had loved me truely loved me yes, i learned
Awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me, and so i go around and just pretend love
Is not for me i play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh and they wont see that
U never let them see u sweat don't want them to think the pain runs deep, Lord know it's killing me

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So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im
Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
Face...on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa
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Sometimes i sit at home by the phone hopin he might call me but he don't call me but then i
Realize dreams come true aren't for girls like me not like me, and so i go around with my head
Up like it aint no thing and when the boys around with all my friends im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat don't want them to think the pain runs deep, lord knows it's killing
Me

[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im
Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
Face...on my face oooh

Its not easy (thing to do) sometimes it's hard to (face the truth) it's not the life that i
Would choose but what else can i do if he don't love me no if he don't want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)

[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im
Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
Face...on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa I'll keep singing la la la la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa I'll keep singing la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa I'll keep singing la la la-la la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa