Dizzy (hidden Track) lyrics

Outside the sky is fallin
People dodging raindrops staying dry
Inside I never gave a damn about those outside people anyway
They hurt me, they don't even know who I am
Inside there's no rainbows
Inside I'm tryin, I'm trying, I try
Try to clear my head
Outside when the rain is drying
Inside I'm dying
'cause in here I'm staring at the rings my coffee cup has made on the table
'cause in here I know I know I know that this is as good as it gets
And in time I hope to be the one that talks the other men
Until then I count the cracks on the wall until it's time to lay my head
Inside I play with shadows
Inside I know I know I know that I'll feel this way all day
And outside there's hope for trying
And inside I'm dying
You walk before me
And Lord knows I can't follow
You walk behind me and I don't think I can lead
You walk around me, please don't walk around me
'cause you know how dizzy I get