Lies lyrics

Happiness finally comes to an end
Suspicion and convictions rule my mind
Waiting for assault or a threat
Of another kind
Run so far and i felt so much pain
??? like a bad, bad disease
Hoping for ??? i tried to regain
I tremble and shake from the memories of your lies
The whole worlds falling i can see it in your eyes in your eyes
You always knew how to bring me to my knees
Maybe i'll see you again on another day
I follow my mind to lead you away
You told me that you loved me and i cloud not respond ???
So sorry it had to end this way
Cause i fall and my heart lead me astray
The time has come for me to say goodbye
Yesterdays a memory a memory of pain
[chorus]
Grow a little older and begin to die
I must forget what you, you meant to me
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