Deville lyrics

This god damn car is broken down again looks like i'm sleepin' in the back and i'll be dreamin' of a better place
Only to call you in the morning with the same excuse again
By the side of the freeway watchin' all the cars go by
I think tomorrow will be the day i get my shit together and give up this crying game
I've been here before i know i'll be here again
I don't know why but it don't feel the same

For one moment i can see clearly
The weight of the world don't seem so bad
Then i find myself here right back where i started from again
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Indecisions's no solution the days that lay ahead so i begin to scramble in my head for the answers
Only to find myself shutdown by the same mistakes again
Lookin over my shoulder for the things that pass me by
I know tomorrow will be the same i'll find a new excuse to make the same mistakes again
I've been here before i know i'll be here again
So many wasted hours so many wasted intentions

Chorus.

I beat myself got to survive
I've got more will now to stay alive
If i could only find the time
If i could only find a reason
If i could only run this last leg first time around
I wouldn't be stuck in another mess
In another realm with the same old stress

Chorus.