Speechless lyrics

I'm flying over the city
In a suit and tie
And don't my dog look pretty
But that's just a dog's life
The world outside is red
But my room is blue
And it will keep me save
But I don't know from who

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And sometimes I find what I need
Sometimes I don't find anything
But I'm waiting on that day to come
I'm waiting on my heart to sing
Now I'm speechless
I am tongue-tied
I am speechless
And it's all bottled up inside

Another drink
Would make me feel much worse
But maybe that's just what I need
To break this awful curse
And in my one room apartment
High above this town
I'm always trying to use
The things that will bring me down

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It's all bottled up inside
And I feel half alive
I can't open my eyes
I'm getting lost in this disguise

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I am speechless
I am tongue-tied
I am speechless
And it's all bottled up inside