Nylon Smile lyrics

I'd like to laugh at what you said
But I just can't find a smile
I wonder why you can't
I struggle with myself
Hoping I might change a little
Hoping that I might be someone I wanna be
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Looking out I want to know someone might care
Looking out I want a reason to be there
Cause I don't know what I've done to deserve you
And I don't know what I'll do without you

Looking out I want to know some way might clear
Looking out I want a reason to repair
Cause I don't know what I've done to deserve you
And I don't know what I'll do without you

I can't see nothing good
And nothing is so bad
I never had a chance
To explain exactly what I meant