Anguish lyrics

Ever since it felt like I had a grip on who I was
Feelings that I cared about my future were always missing
Because I never seemed to care about myself or what was for my best interest

Losing the war within myself

Does everyone go through a time like this
The questions of your existence on who you should be
Or if you are who you are but as we all find out the questions may never be answered
And you will be lost until you stop asking and just existing

It's so hard to see that everything in front of me is alright
When the simple things make sense to everyone but I'm left blind
Does this life even matter to me, or am I just wasting my time
Well I wish I could make the change

Losing the war within myself

Does everyone crash against the wall like this
The struggle for independence
How can you believe in anyones truths are the lies
The madness will drive you insane shake up your spinal column
And you'll be in fog until you stop distrusting and just believing

It's so hard to see that everything in front of me is alright
When the simple things make sense to everyone but I'm left blind
Does this life even matter to me, or am I just wasting my time
Well I wish I could make the change

Losing the war within myself
I may never find my meaning

Haunting dreams that I may never find the reason for this life
Am I just forsaken to wander with thoughts that I'm just wasting my time
By the end the coffin will close while I am laying still wondering why
No one is around mourning for my miserable life

It's so hard to see that everything in front of me is alright
When the simple things make sense to everyone but I'm left blind
Does this life even matter to me, or am I just wasting my time
Well I wish I could make the change

I wish I could make the change yeah
I wish I could make the change

Losing the war within myself
I may never find my meaning