Dear Old Nicki lyrics

[Verse 1]
Maybe you died 'cause everybody ask me where you at
I try to channel you in hopes that I could steal you back
But it's like every intersection we just missed each other
You got your fans waiting tell me you ain't six feet under
And tell me that you coming back and you just took a break
Maybe I blamed you for everything that was my mistake
In hindsight I loved your rawness and I loved your edge
'Cause it was you who talked me down from jumping off the ledge
Your earrings bamboo
Your long nails too
Your BMW, everytime you came through
You was the brave heart you stole Wayne heart
You never switched it up you played the same part
But I needed to grow and I needed to know
But there's some things inside of me that I needed to show
So I deaded you left you in all black
But dear old Nicki please call back

[Chorus]
You told me you'd come when I needed you
And you said it so sweetly I believed you
But I'm standing here calling I can't see you
But I am holding you, holding you, holding you to that

[Verse 2]
Yo, did I chase the glitz and glamour
Money, fame And power
Cuz if so that will forever go down my lamest hour
I shoulda kept you with me gettin at them nameless cowards
There was no match for you, couldn't defeat your prowess
I had to make them changes, I hope you understood
You see for every bad, I did a ton of good
But you was underground, and I was mainstream
I live the life now, that we would daydream
My only wish is you come enjoy it with me
Get on them conference calls, go meet them lawyers with me
The money came yea, tripled and quadrupled it
But I still miss us when we was on some stupid shit
But it's still fuck the media
They ridiculed you, never believed in ya
They just deaded you
Left you in all black
But dear old Nicki
Please call back

[Chorus]
You told me you'd come when I needed you
And you said it so sweetly I believed you
But I'm standing here calling I can't see you
But I am holding you, holding you, holding you to that

And yes I'm holdin you, holdin you, holdin you
Oh yes I'm holdin you, holdin you, holdin you
And yes I'm holdin You, holdin You, holdin you
To that

And yes I'm holdin you, holdin you, holdin you
Oh yes I'm holdin you, holdin you, holdin you
And yes I'm holdin you, holdin you, holdin you
To That