Chill Boy lyrics

I turned my head away, didn't want to hear what you said,
You hushed in your mind.
I showed up insecure, but i thought you would be showed,
I guess i have lost time

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But at the end of my life i found it back on my life and i know that my life was good,
At the end of my life found it back on my life, see i went up to you like a shot, i went up to what i want it, i want up to what i want it, and i've never really got it but it don't matter at all.
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I guess it was allowed to ask for these things we've lost, i guess it was just a dream. And time changes many things but my heart is still the things for you i don't know why...

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I thought i spent my last days holding, don't care, and now out of my senses lying there on the floor

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Everything's a lost thing...i went up to what i wanted, i went up to what i wanted and i risked don't really matter.. it don't matter at all...

It don't matter at all