Downstairs To The Sun lyrics

Can't say what came over me
I wasn't what I used to be
Hadn't seen how I lost control
And I always thought that I was strong
But one night, one situation,
One sign, one devastation
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I could have said: no to the walk
Listened instead of just talked
And I dreamed that I had screamed
I could have run, down the stairs to the sun
It's not what you did to me,
It's the fact that I didn't fight you back
And it seems I had lost my voice
The one that always made the right choice
'cause two nights, two situations,
Two signs, two devastations
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But now the cup is no longer cold
As the rain trickles down I feel a bold
And time is calling me to set myself free
Concession is the key and knowing what you don't see
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