I could hardly speak
Cause you stood on every word
That I muttered.
I looked at you and lied
With my lips I said that I loved you
While my soul was asking why
Why I'm not surprised
I lost your faith in the truth
And I've turn and lost you
I won't cry myself to sleep no
Stop before it starts
Gonna find myself a pain
And write down my heart
I won't cry myself to sleep no
Don't let it go too far
Put it down on paper
The reasons we're apart
Where it's tough to see
Or even begin to understand a girl like me
I find it hard to say
Anything I'm feeling
So I will concentrate
The hurt I live and breathe in [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/joss_stone/cry_myself_to_sleep.html ]
So I won't
I won't cry myself to sleep no
Stop before it starts
Gonna find myself a pain
And write down my heart
I won't cry myself to sleep no
Don't let it go too far
Put it down on paper
The reasons we're apart
Ohhh yeeaahhh
Is there a good reason?
I won't cry myself to sleep no
Stop before starts
Gonna find myself a pain
Yes I will
I won't cry myself to sleep no
Don't let it go too far
Put it down on paper
I won't
So I'm letting you go
I'm letting you go
Yes I am
I won't, I won't cry myself to sleep
I won't, I won't cry myself to sleep, no
And I
Not no more
See those days are gone, boy
I won't cry myself to sleep, no I won't
Not no more
She is saying that she is on the verge of breaking down and taking him back and she has to write it down, the reasons why they are apart, so that she doesn't cry herself to sleep like she used to when they were together!