There's no out, downside up for good
No light, reflection understood
Had to try, perversion satisfied
Insane… so I undulge the beast awhile
When hurting yourself feels right
And there's nothing familiar in sight
Take the time to pull the weeds choking flowers in your life…
Or seal your doom
Cold transparent blue
Locked inside a room
In solitude [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/jerry_cantrell/solitude.html ]
There's no flesh, my own ghost awaits
Unclean, defiled, hallucinatory state
Lust, sloth, not my only sins
It's just how, when it's time, on a degredation trip… yeah
When hurting yourself feels right
Long gone the will to fight
Take the time to pull the weeds choking flowers in your life…
Or seal your doom
Cold transparent blue
Locked inside a room
In solitude
Insanity takes you
So black it's untrue
If you really want to know i could really relate this song to my life. I probably lived this song for 20 years. To get that personal about something in my life... It wasn't drugs for me it was more what life forced me to live in life... Some people would be glad for me having lived life like those 20 years... To me i just wish it would have been different... At first the song made me feel sad then after a while i guess i didn't feel so alone and i liked it... I guess i'm glad that part of my life was put into words...