Bought The Ticket, Took The Ride lyrics

So you think that I should I be a man free of sin
I've done enough to prove that I am not capable of this
I'm not claiming that I'm only bad
But I'm not surprised that I've created distance from my past

365 days to go!
I was a different man!
Watch my world caught on fire!
There's been a slight change of plan!
When I wake up... the world is yours!

All of this is consequence this year could be my last!
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Maybe I am crazy but either way I'm ok I'm alive today
But it won't take away this pain

One day I'm expecting to pay for the things I've done in this life
I've tried to take my time but it never turns out right
I know it's just a matter of time

If only all of you could see into my mind
Then you would probably find a boy who's barely clinging to life

Maybe I am crazy but either way (I bought the ticket and took the ride)
I'm ok I'm alive today
But it won't take away this pain