Whatever I Want lyrics

It's a complicated story
I'm not sure I understand
About a hole in my mirror where I used to stand
I spent years as a killer
Of my dreams and desires
All my words that had fallen
Now take everyone by surprise
Tired of being the only one who never takes
Whatever I want what ever I need
I'm gonna try to fill the hunger
When I crawl on my knees
I'll never ride the wings of thunder
Don't know where I got the notion
That I had a life
But now the wheels are in motion
And I'm never gonna think twice
Well I think I hear it calling
I better run I better hide
All for a sticky situation
I'll need a miracle to get out aliv