Speak The Words lyrics

I had enough words to say that I was sorry
I had enough ways to make it go away
But foolish pride has ruined the path before me
I guess the sun can only shine here once a day

I drowned myself in a wave of lost ambition
I filled your world with my hate and disbelief
I trapped my soul in an awkward disposition
And deep inside I hope that no one sees me

Can you feel the pain I hide
I laugh out loud but cry inside
No one's there to save me from my doubt
Cause I don't dare to speak the words out loud
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Try to find me in my sorrow
Time won't take away the truth
Can't change the way that we are changing
I hope that we will finally learn to

Can you feel the pain I hide
I laugh out loud but cry inside
No one's there to save me from my doubt
Cause I'm too scared to speak the words out loud

I walk the desert all alone
No place to rest my mind
The sun is burning in my soul, in my soul

Pride is our strongest thing in common
And time isn't always on our side
But tears are not the only answer
It's time you took this blindfold from me

Can you feel the pain I hide
I laugh out loud but cry inside
Will you be there to save me from my doubt
If I can learn to speak the words out loud
Out loud