Pain lyrics

I wish that i could say i am a perfect man
One day i decided i would think on this,
I wish sometimes that i would not be who i am

Not knowing if faith and pain could co-exist:
Could i ever on my own conceive
Of someone i did not know, but i need?
I must be made to be at peace and communion

'cause there must be some place somehow from where I have fallen
Chorus
I find through every ounce of pain i feel
That my mind cannot deny that God is real
Leaves me in conclusion that i know the way
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The inconsistency of what i say i should be
Compared to what i am in actuallity
Though i am unable to always obey

My soul's hunger for a deeper life
Nothing in this world has satisfied
The weight of my misdeeds were crushing, blinding me
I still live with pain inside but now i see

- Solo -
- Chorus -


The peices of my life are scattered on the floor
I stared at them till i could take no more
I do not deserve to be set free
Forgiveness is what i despereately need


If it wasn't for the perfect blood was shed
Would i not be dead inside but i live instead
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Believe through all my tearsi know my faith's still here