Lampshade lyrics

I can feel my bones decay
I haven't got a thing to say
I never thought I could end up this way
Maybe I should have known
But now my cover's blown
I've been up for hours but my feet never touched the floor

I can't pretend that I'm as funny as all you're friends
So I'll keep this lampshade on my skull for one more night
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I've got a project car
I've got a VCR
I've got a hundred friends but I don't know where they are
My life's a fantasy
I'm just a wanna be
Another throw away contemporary enemy

Did you want me to be the life of the party
I've made some mistakes so stop kicking yourself
Because I blame me
It's still the same
Nothing's changed