Don't Know How To Be lyrics

(3:35)
It's all too clear now
Well i been running away
Almost on the hour every day
Now i see colors
That i never seen
And now the reddest of them all so vibrant out of me
Without you
I don't know how to be
Sere this zero
The lowest of the low
I let you take me down until lower i could not go
Now i see scars
I willingly made
I facilitated one need
Now here i lay
Tell me what was i
What was i thinking
Tell me what was i
What was i thinking
Tell me what was i
What was i thinking
Tell me what was i
What the hell was i thinking
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