Outlived lyrics

I'm wrestling now with a vicious dream that victimized my head
So many times sad mistakes along the way
Forget the fact
Stay so long away
Stayed so long away
Depressing how this is all so real
Friends that
I've been through hell this time I'll bleed
Along the way
No control I'm standing by this microphone

Stayed so long away
I can see them
Stay so long away

When are you going to admit that I don't belong
No control
I'm standing by this microphone

Stayed so long away
My eyes can see now
Stayed so long away
Stayed so long away
My eyes can see that
Stayed so long away
I will out live