What's The Use lyrics

Where's my head
Caught up in selling the drama
Where am I
Coloring the chameleon to fit in
Lost my integrity to have a
Social status
Good cop bad cop
Be all things to all people
A talker
A listener
Not a conformist
I love you, I hate you
Trying to save you
Trying to hurt you
Who am I
Losing sight on why I live
If I live, I live for Him
If I die, I die for Him
Take up your cross
And follow him, not the sheep
Time to focus on developing
Not damaging
Don't want to be another Judas
What have I done
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