Eclipse lyrics

I heard the news in a speeding van.
Tried to read the words you left, comfort for me.
I could do nothing about the message.
I'll never understand and the time has stopped.

When you made the choice, I don't know how lonely you were.
After the end, the future started so suddenly.
What did you find after having been agonized.
Thats the secret that I can't know. Who can know?

I always think if I put it off.
It will be all OK but it never is.
You told me all this somewhere before.
Your words are all I wish for.
And time goes by.

There was a mistake that can't be changed.
Understood the meaning of regret for the first time.
There was a feeling greater than logic.
I was made to know MY HEARTLESSNESS.