Feels like I'm going through the motions in the dark
In a world that leaves me with an uninspired heart
All I know is I'm so tired
Living life I barely feel
Give me hope, give me fire
Give me something real [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/e/everyday_sunday/wake_up_wake_up.html ]
Cause I don't wanna keep sleepwalkin' through
Endless days I've had enough of
Going nowhere, God I want to
Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!
It's now or never come and pull me from this dream
Where everything is colorless and nothing's what it seems
I believe only You
Can make me come alive
Help me be so consumed
Open up my eyes
Suffering... Boredom... Apathy... And utter lack. So often, we, as christians try to get around these things in this life, not press through them. Jesus showed us how its done. He took no shortcuts. On the eve of his death, jesus faced his accusers with no defense, except to answer what was written.
When one is feeling the most broken, perhaps this is the most "awake" one can ever be.
I want to be aware of everything god is doing, all the wonderful and incredible things he does everyday. I don't want to be walking blindly through all the amazing changes he makes every moment. I want to feel it, hear it, taste it, see it. And i don't want to just go through all the motions and emotions of living the life of a christian... I want to actually believe it and i want all of it. I wan others to see it too... To see me living it! I don't want to get stuck in the same routine, i want to get of my comfort zone and experience all the new things god has to offer... I wanna wake up!