Beautiful Oblivion lyrics

I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rhymes
But the lack there of would leave me empty inside
Swallow my doubt, turn it inside-out
Find nothin but faith in nothin
Wanted for my tender
Heart in a blender
Watch it spin round to a beauiful oblivion
Rendaivu, then im through with you.

Burn, burn like a wicker cabinet
Soft white and oh so frail
I see our time has gotten stale

The tick tock of the clock is painful
All sane and logical
I wanna tear it off the wall

I hear words in clips and phrases
I fake sick like Ginger-ale
My stomach turns and i had tail___
I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rhymes
But the lack there ofwould leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt
Turn it inside-out
Find nothin but faith in nothin
Wanted for my tender
Heart in a blender
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion
Rendaivu, then im through with you.
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So Cal is where my mid states
But it's not my state of mind
Im not as ugly sad as you
Or am i origami?
Folded up and just pretend
Demented as the motives in your head__
I would swallow my pride
I wouls choke on the rhymes
But the lack there of would leave me empty inside
Swallow my doubt, turn it inside-out
Find nothin but faith in nothin
Wanted for my tender
Heart in a blender
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion
Rendaivu then im through with you.

Ooo ooo
I alone know your the one, you don't, no you need to keep to feed your ego
Make me blind when your eyes both sink
When you get close, tie me to the bed post

I alone know your the one, you don't, no you need, no you don't know you need me
Make me blind when your eyes both
Tie me to the bed post!

I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rhymes
But the lack there of would leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt, turn it inside-out
Find nothin but faith in nothin
Wanted for my tender
Heart in a blender
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion
Rendaivu, then im through, then im through with you!

Through with you!

Rendaive, then im through with you.