Paranoid Love Affair lyrics

I have driven rusty nails deep into this love
You`re so right it`s all my fault

Trust me
I lie to girls to save this paranoid love affair
I`ve pushed my luck again
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Now it`s time for a radical change
Cause I´m about to break down
The mental war machine creeps on
Little strokes fell big oaks
It`s like starring on the clock that tells
Time is threatening your life
I implode and explode

You destroy the thing you love
No- it`s the other way around
What you love destroys you
You keep on thinking it`s your fault
I swear next time I have to choose
I`ll choose myself
Maybe I`m fine when I´m alone

I`ll push my luck again and again