Brainwashed lyrics

I'm stuck in a place I don't belong
With no luck of ever movin on
I'm brainwashed into thinkin I knew the truth
Wishin there was things I never knew

How can I stop these feelings from turning around
And stabbing me in the back
How can I lie to myself, I keep telling myself
She has feelings, that she lacks
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I'm trying to make sense of this but it's
So hard cause there's so much I've missed
Life sucks when you think you'll be ok
Until you fall apart the very next day

How can I stop these feelings from turning around
And stabbing me in the back
How can I lie to myself, I keep telling myself
She has feelings, that she lacks

I'm brainwashed, by another
I'm brainwashed like no other

How can I stop these feelings from turning around
And stabbing me in the back
How can I lie to myself, I keep telling myself
She has feelings, that she lacks