October lyrics

I heard in October
He was back on the outside
Starting over

Last time I saw him
Was graduation
Our families together, but never again
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Ah ah ah if we were together again
Ah ah ah I couldn't watch him pretend
Ah ah ah the kid digging in the sand
Ah ah ah never grew into a man

The world on his shoulder
He left without warning
Then just got colder
5 years in florida
Killed by the things he couldn't change

I don't know how it feels to fall into the fire loosing everything
It must have felt like hell to choose one last breath