Live For The Fear (Of Pain) lyrics

[Music: D. Blomqvist, R. Senneb„ck, F. Estby. Lyrics: F. Estby]

Born without dying empty
Walk alone for a lifetime denied
The spark of life forever missing
A fear so vast it grows inside

Soul bleeding never healing
At the end of the day my spirit leaving

Of all I own handful of a
Solid void what's left to give
Can't get rid of all this guilt
Blame myself for as long as I live
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Shadow of the former me
Reach for surface can't break free

Blind, Cold, Bitter <i>[sings "Desire" 1st time]
From dreamfield to death
Wasted life on living
Suicidals see no reason for another breath

Still forsaken hope all taken
Keep on feeding the nightmares within
I see it clear still so tragic
Against frustration no one wins

Sinking deep into depression
Suffering the weight of confession

Upon the loss of a better fate
Laid out before me all pure hate