Yurameki (Waver) (English Version) lyrics

Can't go home, I want to forget a love that never wavered with you.
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That day, I disappeared from your eyes. At that point what could I do?
Looking at you breaking down in tears, I held you more tightly than usual,
But you didn't change. How could I have not noticed that now your love was gone...
I was really a fool, wasn't I?
Is this how we'll end it? For some reason when I think of you the tears flow.
I won't ever hurt you again. Because now at this time I want to hold you.
I betrayed your love too much, didn't I?..." The present will never again be like it was three years ago "
Why did we meet? What did I leave you with?
I'll keep continuing to wait until we meet again.
I can't go home, I want to forget even the memories. The heart I loved you with hurts,
Eternally a love which I didn't have until now...
Our love will never return.

Through the betrayal heavier and farther away than love, you never wavered.