Watered Down Decay lyrics

Washing away another shitty day
In the bathtub i lay in my watered down decay
I try to scrub you away but in my mind you stay
I see an image of your face and i feel so betrayed
Eating away at my skin tearing away at my soul
If i were to live in your heart i would find snow ain't as cold
You took my smile and turned it upside down
'cause you like me better when i'm wearing a frown
I hear your voice it's a deafening sound
And i found your love for me 6 feet underground
Eating away at my skin tearing away at my soul
If i were to live in your heart i would find snow ain't as cold
Eating away at my skin tearing away at my soul
If i were to live in your heart i would find snow ain't as cold
Snow falls down from above crushing me with the weight of a thousand sorrows
Tears frozen to my face i try to break from the icy layer covering my body
But i find i am much to weak i can't break free the more i try to break free
The more i wanna stay enclosed in my arctic despair
I've been frozen here for so long i would't know how to react to sunlight
I fear it would brun my skin so i will lock myself in this wintery home of mine
And spend the rest of my life in the cold unfeeling sanctuary
That i have grown to become dependent upon
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