Sometimes when I think about it it doesn't make any sense<br />
I mean I'm alive and plan to be for yet another seventy years<br />
Time waits tor noone<br />
Not even tor god<br />
We're only immortal for a limited time **<br />
Someone said we were only born to die<br />
Someone said there is a meaning with it all<br />
I love the world and I barely believe that I will leave it for good one day<br />
Someone said my religion is the way<br />
Someone said don't try to say that you are not afraid<br />
No<br />
I refuse to let the angels take me away<br />
I have already learned what heaven and hell is about<br />
The big sleep is the only thing that is for sure and we're all gonna face it<br />
Ifs something we have to endure<br />
Dreamers say that time will come with a way to stay alive<br />
They mean science will finally reach its goal and offer everlasting life<br />
I love my life and it's so hard to hear that one day all I am will disappear<br />
I have seen grief and what it does to you<br />
The day will come when I will lose what I was made of<br />
I try to imagine what that would be like but the thought is so unreal so it is<br />
filtered out<br />
I'm so afraid that I won't have the chance to tell the ones I love how I<br />
really feel inside<br />
I hide my emotions for far too long<br />
I'm so afraid too lose you all that's the essence of this song<br />
Am I the only one to think that hell is to be left alone<br />
To live without that special someone<br />
To feel like the king that lost his throne<br />
Have you ever seen the dying<br />
Touched the fading one<br />
The last time I saw the Queen of nostalgia she was basically already gone<br />
Time waits for noone<br />
Not even for heroes<br />
Life will have its way and we have to follow<br />
Someone said it might be true what they say<br />
Someone said I will be able to freeze the frame of what you are toda [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/d/dan_swan/the_big_sleep.html ]