RIP lyrics

Stowed away our only one last night
My only one last
Know we'll miss them
Should've mentioned
Wish I'd said goodbye
& I wish I'd said good night
Lonely and old is the ground
Set it free to fly around
Now when it gets cold
& in the shadows
In every passerby
& I wish I'd said good night
Is that a selfish God
That could choose anyone
& didn't choose me instead
Or am I the selfish one
Always thinking about my gun
& ending what I got left
Little has changed since this time
Every other moment in my mind
More realistic
Less atheistic
But to trade this fuckin' life
& I wish I'd said good night