Reload lyrics

So you cut me wide open
What do you see in a mind filled and frozen
I'm shot down broken
If you find what you need tell me which side
Was chosen
But now it's too late
You said you cared
When it gets to you
I'm out of here
I stay awake all night
With a second sight
I never had class you told me
Too much left and right
Too much black and white
I'm your colored trash you told me
How does it feel to reload your gun
But a wound won't stop healing
You forget, you forgive I saw the cards
You were dealing
They make me feel worth while living
There sure ain't no cure are the words
Of forgiving
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