There's a game life plays
Makes you think you're everything they ever said you were
Like to take some time
Clear away everything I've planned [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/cold/wasted_years.html ]
[chorus]
Was it life I've betrayed
For the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
It's not easy to win
Did I drink too much
Could I dissapear
And there's nothing that's left but wasted tears
There's nothing left but wasted years
If I could change my life
Be a simple kind of man try to do the best I can
If I could take the sides
I'd dreail every path I could
I'm about to die
Won't you clear away from me give me strength to fly away
This song was crucial in my life time.. I kept asking myself.. Whats the point in me living.. Why should i be sober.. And how long in my life will it take until i'm finally happy..? I drank until my vision was black and my life felt ok.. But it only lasted a few hours.. And in my drunken stuper i've overdosed.. Cut.. And attempted to commit suicide.. I lost alot of my life worrying about the small things in life and never persued happiness.. I've always failed in life.. And i've left alot of that time behind.. I hated myself.. Never did i regret what i've done though.. It all was a learning experience..