Songwriters: Hayes, Kelly; Ward, Jr., Ronald; Mc Candless, Samuel; Balsamo, Terry; Marshall, Jeremy D.
There's a game life plays
Makes you think you're everything they ever said you were
Like to take some time
Clear away everything I've planned
[chorus]
Was it life I've betrayed
For the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
It's not easy to win
Did I drink too much
Could I dissapear
And there's nothing that's left but wasted tears
There's nothing left but wasted years
If I could change my life
Be a simple kind of man try to do the best I can
If I could take the sides
I'd dreail every path I could
I'm about to die
Won't you clear away from me give me strength to fly away
This song was crucial in my life time.. I kept asking myself.. whats the point in me living.. why should I be sober.. and how long in my life will it take until I'm finally happy..? I drank until my vision was black and my life felt ok.. but it only lasted a few hours.. and in my drunken stuper I've overdosed.. cut.. and attempted to commit suicide.. I lost alot of my life worrying about the small things in life and never persued happiness.. I've always failed in life.. and I've left alot of that time behind.. I hated myself.. never did I regret what I've done though.. it all was a learning experience..