Hard, Fast And Beautiful lyrics

And guess what I found
It's a letter that I started writing
When you walked out

It says that I won't miss you
Because I've met someone who's more exciting
But that wasn't true

So how did I lose you?
The last thing you ever wanted to do was to hurt me
But I'd still accuse you

And I couldn't know
I'd never feel the same way with another
So I let you go

Yeah, I've got a girlfriend
She's beautiful, considerate and yes, I do love her
But I'm not going to pretend
That she's ever going to be the one
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Because now I know that it was you all the time
How could I ever think it wasn't true?
Now I've stopped trying to tell myself that I've
Grown out of being in love with you

And deep in the night
I lie awake and think about you
Of course it's not right

But what can I do?
I can't sleep in this bed without you
If you only knew

Yeah, I've got a girlfriend
She's beautiful, considerate and yes, I do love her
But I'm not going to pretend
That she's ever going to be the one

Because now I know that it was you all the time
How could I ever think it wasn't true?
So now I've stopped trying to tell myself that I've
Grown out of being in love with you

Now I know that it was you all the time
How could I ever think it wasn't true?
Now I've stopped trying to tell myself that I've
Grown out of being in love with you