Lifeline lyrics

Until this big revue
I thought i'd figured out
No release from the pressure
Growing strong
Confirmation from outside is a luxury
But without i have to dig for the reasons
Found to live inject my life with meaning
Suffering from pains
I needed a cure placed my attention
In what could make a difference
In my life all i wished for before
Was a reason to go on
Found in a tune hollow existence
A grim prospect secured a distance
And without i'm nothing
Sometimes i picture a life
A picture i can't have denied
It with this therapy
I use to define identity
What's lost in me
To where i realize has how been refined
Security's no option
Invested all i had against recourse
Accepted rejection by decisions
To ignore average life
I was always so sure
That the answer lay beyond the prescribed path
Refused admission to my escape
Provided the stage
I need to realize/confirmed in my eyes
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