In Response: A Senseless Act Of Beauty lyrics

Is this what I’ve been reduced to now
Forgive me, I know not what I do
When venom escapes my lips, knives meant for this savor
It’s been hard keeping up
Your arms cradle anyone but me
One voice strikes down anything I wanted to be

It’s a mistake, dying for these sins
A lavish mistake for waking
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You gave me neither heart nor wings
Senseless; who is this I’m calling to
When blood flows from my side
White lights they turn away
It’s been so hard lift me up
Your arms cradle anyone but me
One voice strikes down anything I wanted to be

It’s a mistake, dying for these sins
A lavish mistake waking up again
Turning into the fallen; turning into myself
"Raise me up again"