Small Step Backwords lyrics

Every day has been misleading
Searching fo something we´ll probably never get
And even so, we kept on digging
Hoping this road will take us to the place
I´ve seen in my dreams
And to the place I´ve watched out through the crowd
I have to get there
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I´m all alone facing my worst fears
Taking small steps backwards
Careful not to slip
With nowhere else to run
I hide my brains behind the smoke

I´ve seen it clear your soul is bleedning
You intend not to show
But your once shining eyes
Now they´re sreaming
You need to focus take it easy
Inhale exhale
Close your eyes and soon you will be there
I have to get there