Chocolate lyrics

This could be the very minute
I'm aware I'm alive
All these places feel like home
With a name I've never chosen
I can make my first steps
As a child of twenty five

This is the straw, final straw
In the roof of my mouth
As I lie to you
Just because I'm sorry doesn't mean
I didn't enjoy it at the time
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You're the only thing that I love
Scares me more every day
On my knees I think clearer
Goodness knows I saw it coming
Or at least I'll claim I did
But in truth I'm lost for words

What have I done?
It's too late for that
What have I become?
Truth is nothing yet

A simple mistake
Starts the hardest time
I promise I'll do anything you ask
This time

A simple mistake
Starts the hardest time
I promise I'll do anything you ask
This time