Alone Forever lyrics

I can´t believe
I´m holding on to everything you said
When you don't say it anymore

So many people told me
But I couldn´t breath
Just look at me now
I can´t believe
I never knew that at all

It´s so hard
To realize why you always do this
To me, yeah
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/c_21/alone_forever.html ]
If you don't open up your heart
You don't wanna know
How to get me back inside
You don't know
´'cause everytime I try
You always keep me waiting
All alone - forever

I close my eyes
To drift away, leave it all behind
What I see is just the same

Maybe if I hold you
So much to say
But where do I start
I can´t believe
That I never knew that at all

Its so hard
To realize why you always do this
To me, yeah