Black Spell Of Destruction lyrics

This is what I've always assumed this song is about. Whenever I'm filled with hatred and evil I always go and listen to this song. For me it interprets the evil dark thoughts and visions in my head will destroy me and my hatred will eat me alive and how my very negative judgement on this world can always be changed. Its usually interprets my misanthropy and how it changes me and makes a different person. How it will destroy me and make people not want to be around me and avoid me even more and leads to me being even more death obsessed and depressed and self harm and all of that. How the evil Satan uses this world to put in me will make me implode. Need to find an outlet to get the hatred and meanness out of me because you can't change your jealousy with hatred and how I need to give it up. That's just the atmosphere it creates for me when I'm being fueled by almost an endless flow of the darkest, meanness evil, severe hatred anyone can feel. My hatred will destroy me.