At The Levity Ball lyrics

I'm wide awake but my mind's so far away
I can't remember a single thing you say
I've seen my own brain light up and it scared me to death
If you think I'm lying then I'm just wasting my breath
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I've seen the light of milk the drunk white cow ((??))
I know the time and the place and the where and the how
I've seen all you give me before I rise and I fall
Lets go down and ring the bell at the levity ball

You're goin' out the same
I'll never hold down whats in your eyes
You say you wanted a kiss
Well I want to give you one last chance