Across Five Years lyrics

I said I'm crazy one more time
Pick up the phone and wonder why
So many years of hidden drinks
Pushed down too far to ever win

Locked doors and hidden ghosts
Denied myself with every joke
This was not me
This could never be me

Locked doors and hidden ghosts
Denied myself with every joke
This was not me
This could never be me

Remembering so many times
So many lies
So many lies
Ran so fast the years passes blind
So much time lost killing five

Locked doors and hidden ghosts
Denied myself with every joke
This was not me
This could never be me
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Locked doors and hidden ghosts
Denied myself with every joke
This is not me
This is not me
This could never be me

This is not me
This is not me
This could never be me

Whatever poison you may drink
Another list
Of "no's" persist
Antique and out of reach
I lose my life and take it back

Crashed this side of happiness
Hit the floor
Or hit and miss
Without the strength to follow through
Walked right past
This life and you

Just one more guess
Just one more chance
Just one more life
Of circumstance
One more call
Taking a chance
On circumstance

Just one more guess
Just one more chance
Just one more life
Of circumstance
One more call
Taking a chance
On circumstance