Am I Losing Control? lyrics

Sometimes I sit and contemplate
The bitterness of my lonely state
I know, I know I do create
These feelings in my heart

I look to you but you're confused
I feel like I can only lose
Stand a while inside my shoes
Feel the rain come down

Am I losing control, am I losing control
Was I weaker when I met you
Try and leave, I just can't let you
Am I losing control

Am I losing you?
Am I losing control?

Sometimes I sit and contemplate
The hatred that I generate
Tell me it is not my fate
To lose before I start
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Oh you with eyes like thickened skies
When did ya start to mesmerise
Loving words a thin disguise
You know you are a star

Am I losing control, am I losing control
Was I weaker when I met you
Try and leave, I just can't let you
Am I losing control

Am I losing you?
Am I losing control?

I should've changed that stupid lock
I should've made you leave me be
If I'd known for just one minute
You'd become a part of me

Am I losing control, am I losing control
Was I weaker when I met you
Try and leave, I just can't let you
Am I losing control

Am I losing you?
Am I losing control?